It took me some time to put into words what I am about to share with you now, because I am so disconnected from the traumas of my past. In fact thinking about it, writing about it, reflecting on it almost seems untruthful, like I’m fabricating a story or talking about someone else’s experience. I attribute this enormous disconnect to the modality Rapid Resolution Therapy, created by Dr. Jon Connelly. This disconnect, in my best description is an eliminator of the emotional attachment I had to past traumas. For about 8 years from the time I was 7 through 15, I was harassed in a sexual manner by a close relative. It made me feel extraordinarily uncomfortable to keep saying no to his advances, so sometimes I would give in and say yes which made him feel we were now having a mutual sexual relationship where I was just a “challenge” at times. I was very conflicted because I loved him as my brother and needed him as a friend. He came into my life when my dad married his mother. Having been surrounded by male relatives my whole life including my brother and my cousins I was very accustomed to what the relationship should/would be like, but his advances made my relationship with him considerably different than what I had experienced up to this point in my life. Due to a divorce between my parents just a couple of years before and my mom virtually disappearing from my life at the same time I became devastated. I was afraid to tell anyone what was happening and became humiliated when a successful advance from my step brother was witnessed by my real brother.